If people did not do silly things, nothing intelligent would ever get done. - Ludwig Wittgenstein
Friday, December 26, 2008
Only one more to go...for now
Neil Diamond is amazing
Neil Diamond delayed the start of the concert because many of his fans were late due to the weather. He's so nice. However, the delay was practically unbearable.
The concert was phenomenal! He is by far the best entertainer I've ever seen. This was my third concert. I wish I had tickets to his show in Las Vegas. I'll have to wait until next tour.
Cameras weren't allowed during the show, but we took some pictures afterward.
Distracted driver
Results in my brother turning me and saying, "Mom just slid off into the median." That's right. On our way to the Neil Diamond concert in Salt Lake, we were slowed down by a snow storm. My mom called my phone. My brother answered since I was driving (a separate vehicle). While on the phone, my mother hit some black ice and slid off the freeway into the median. Needless to say, my brother gave her a hard time the rest of the weekend. Any time he answered his cell phone, he immediately answered with "Are you driving?"
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
These are real
I happened to walk outside a few minutes ago, barefoot, to find a gift from God. My feet could only endure the cold cement so long, otherwise I would've stayed outside until the light left for the night.
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Saturday, November 29, 2008
Football fills my afternoon
I spent the afternoon proudly cheering on my Gators with my brother, Will. Even as rain fell the majority of the game, Florida took FSU 45-15. That makes 7 games in a row where Florida has scored 42 or more points. This game was also the only time you'd find a Gator in Seminole Garnet as the paint wet from the rain covered their jerseys since they spent so much time in the end zone.
During commercials, we turned to the Alabama vs. Auburn game. Alabama started off slowly, but ended up shutting out Alabama 36-0.
I can hardly wait for next week when No. 2 Florida plays No. 1 Alabama for the SEC championship and ticket to the National Championship game in January. It'll be Southern football at its finest.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Happy Thanksgiving
1. My funny family. These are my favorite comments from today.
Will: "Not to put too much pressure on you, Casey, but if your rolls don't work then you will have ruined Thanksgiving."
Casey about 20 minutes later, realizing that the dough wasn't rising: "We're having unleavened turkey biscuits." (She made the best of the situation and rolled the dough and cut them with turkey shaped cookie cutter.)
As usual, we told countless funny stories from years past. Amy couldn't stop her nostrils from flaring while she laughed. Soon, tears came to her eyes. Casey was laughing so hard about a story that supposedly wasn't really that funny that we couldn't understand her.
2. My predictable family. I wrote a letter to a friend just before going to bed last night. The pages were filled with my predictions for the day. Most all have come true and I've only been here four hours. For example, my mom said she wished we would stopping telling nasty stories at the table. Amy immediately followed that were her high-frequency dinner conversation word: genitalia.
3. A warm and safe house and plenty of food to eat. I have no needs today. I'm completely taken care of. I'm grateful that I am. I know there are plenty who are without today. My heart and prays go out to them. May God provide them with protection, peace, and happiness.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Thanksgiving eve
1. Haiku! Creating my new haiku blog is the best decision I've made in a long time. Writing in haiku has been a lot of fun. My sister just got involved. She sent me a collection of some of our past haiku adventures. I posted some today. Read her comments on this post. The haiku collection about love and relationships is amazing.
2. Advice. I called my sister this morning seeking advice regarding my apprenticeship at the elementary school. She gave me very sound advice. I'm grateful to have a sister who is wise and can advise me.
3. Sleep. I slept a solid nine hours last night and even took a short nap this afternoon. It sure felt good.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Raindrops on roses
1. Thanksgiving break. Tomorrow at 11:45am I will officially start my extended weekend of happiness and joy. It couldn't come at a better time.
2. Unmotivational posters. Look at them on this random person's blog.
3. Being alone in the dorms. I'm quite excited to have the place practically to myself.
Monday, November 24, 2008
I might as well go to bed
To spend my entire day
Involved in important--
But not pertinent--
Matters
Only to neglect
My homework?
My books lie open.
I know what is due.
I find that I'm lacking.
I'm lacking something critical.
Critical.
I lack
The desire.
24 (with associated sound effects)
1. Finale Notepad. It's free. Or at least it was last year. I think it's $9.95 this year. I used the program to update two arrangements for the Christmas program at church. They now look official...so much better than my rushed handwritten copies.
2. Awkward moments. I'm reminded when I'm socially awkward that I'm a real person and that I have room for growth. Also, it helps me realize how far I've come. Social situations used to always be completely awkward all the time. Now, on the rare chance that it gets awkward enough for me to care, I realize that it hasn't been awkward for a long time. (I also realize that this explanation is a bit awkward.)
3. Fun books. I started reading a Jerry Spinelli book called "Star Girl" in the car ride home from Orem. I didn't have time to read it again until Thursday during silent reading at the elementary school. I read a little more on Friday. Today, the students were working quietly and independently, so I took the opportunity to finish the book. I rationalized it, because students observing the teacher wrapped up in a book has got to be a good thing. I was able to finish it this morning. It was such a cute book. It's an easy read and also very pleasant. I learned a lot about myself while I read it. Children's literature has that ability. I texted my friend, Eliza, and she'll be bringing me the second book tomorrow in class.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
On the 23rd day of November
1. Singing. I got to sing a special musical number in church today. I sure do love to sing.
I was getting antsy the other day. I realized it was because I hadn't sung in forever.
The biggest downside to living at the dorms is that I don't really have the opportunity to sing. I could go to the Institute, but I find that no matter where I go, someone walks in. I want to sing in peace without people interrupting. I also get nervous thinking that someone might be listening.
I'd sing in my room, but the walls are paper thin.
The only time I can get back to my folks' house is when someone from my family is home. I usually get distracted or interrupted.
I'm excited for the Thanksgiving break. My neighbors should all be gone, so I'll be able to sing in my dorm room. Also, I should be able to find some time at my folks' house to sing. Or since gas is cheap enough, I can drive out in the middle of nowhere and sing for hours.
2. Markers. I sure do like writing with markers.
3. Crayons. Nothing is more relaxing than coloring with crayons.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
22
1. My mother. Today is her 50th birthday. She smart, funny, kind, silly, and a great example. I love her.
2. My annoying brother. He tells the most ridiculous stories and knows how to annoy me better than anyone else, but he also knows how to make me laugh better than anyone else. He's always been my hero.
3. Cheap gas. I never thought I'd see gas for less than $2 a gallon ever again. I was able to fill up without crying.
I'm grateful for opportunities to speak in church
Friday, November 21, 2008
Twenty-one alcohol free days of gratitude
1. Mimicry. In other words, the best form of flattery. A boy stopped by my dorm room and noticed my bed turned sideways. He ran straight home to change his.
2. Shopping with cool people. I had to go shopping for supplies for a couple activities. I didn't want to go, but I got two amazing girls to come with me. It made the short shopping adventure tolerable and even fun.
3. Random tackles. I was talking to a friend at her apartment. She was on her balcony, and I was standing in the lawn. One of the boys downstairs made a George of the Jungle sound, so I mimicked it. (Hmm...nice.) He shouted out my name, ran outside, and tackled me to the ground. He followed it with a quick apology when he realized the grass was wet. All the while, another girl pretended to fight him off.
4. Silly students. I felt like a fifth grader today. I sat at one of the extra desks and really enjoyed the school day. Many of the students challenged me to arm wrestles. I won every time. (Thank goodness.) Two boys were jealous that I was sucking on a peppermint. They wanted one as well, so they bet me one peppermint each. They had to go the rest of the day without talking unless called upon. They enjoyed it. I enjoyed it. They won their peppermints. When the other students figured out what was going on, they begged to participate. Before long, I had the quietest classroom in the whole school. My mentor teacher had no idea it was going on.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Twenty days of gratitude and bliss
1. Monkey bars. They make for great conversation.
2. A fifth grader who talks in his sleep. We went to see Beauty and the Beast at a local high school. Not to dis the performance, but his sleep talking was incredibly entertaining. I only wish I could have sat next to him to listen. As the teacher, I could've forced a student to switch me spots, but the kids next to him were enjoying it far more than I would have.
3. Melody. I began to panic when the hour was getting late and the show wasn't over. I was scheduled to present with my classmates right at the beginning of class. I called Melody and asked her for a ride on her way into town from her elementary school placement. She brought with her a pleasant attitude and my own personal sanity.
4. Silent films. The highlight of our presentation was a silent film I created starring my classmates Eliza and Danielle. Currently, it's a PowerPoint. I need to put it into MovieMaker or PhotoStory and upload it. Some day.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
A month of thanks: Day 19
1. Interlibrary loan. I've been having trouble finding journal articles for my lit review for a case study for school. Jodilyn mentioned that she got some of her articles through interlibrary loan. Thanks for the tip. I requested some articles yesterday and four came today. I finally have some decent material.
2. Hook-ups. Again, I got hooked up with some free prints at the library. A nickel (or several) saved is a nickel earned.
3. Happy helpers. Twenty DESA members volunteered at the Math and Literacy night at my elementary school. They were all so pleasant and seemed to enjoy the experience. They made me look good in front of my principal and staff developer.
4. Free educational activities. I, along with the other volunteers, gathered up all the games they played tonight. These resources are priceless.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
1. Libraries. I spent a couple hours in the college library tonight. I checked out seven books and copied ten journal articles. I'll be up for a while reading. I'm thankful that I have access to all this information for free!
2. Haiku. Writing in haiku will be a great outlet everyday.
3. Canceled assignments. One of my professors alleviated quite a bit of stress when she canceled a few assignments today.
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Monday, November 17, 2008
Seventeen
1. Life.
2. Liberty.
3. The Pursuit of Happiness.
4. Freedom.
5. Opinions.
6. Education.
7. Knowledge.
8. Rights.
9. Privileges.
10. Opportunities.
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
Sweet sixteen
1. Compassionate friends. I'll admit it. I'm a little crazy. I like to have control. I need it sometimes. I went out of town with some friends this weekend. I had been asked to speak in church, so I had to clarify before we even left town what time we'd leave on Sunday morning to ensure I'd be home in time. My friend said we'd leave by 7, but that would have stressed me out way too much. I requested we leave at 6 and she consented. Saturday night when it was brought up again, I was mocked. I am not too confrontational, so I began freaking out in my mind. I didn't dare say anything out loud.
I packed up all my stuff, so I'd be ready to go. I set it in the kitchen. I went downstairs where my friend was watching SNL with her cousin. I had intended to offer to load her stuff for her, but then I chickened out. I didn't want to offend her. Rather, I only printed off my talk and went to bed.
I was surprised this morning when her alarm went off before mine. I got up and got ready and then offered to help her load her stuff. She explained that she did that before she went to bed. We were loaded and pulling out of town minutes before six. I found out later this morning, that she had stayed up with her cousin until 3am. She barely had two hours of sleep but got up without complaint.
We arrived at my place at 9:35am. I was so happy and so relieved.
My friend showed great compassion and understanding. She got me home in ample time so that my experience at church could be a pleasant one. She truly is amazing.
2. The hand of God in my life. I went on exchanges with the Sister missionaries tonight. I walked into the home of the first appointment. I noticed the family cat right away. In the recent years, I have become allergic to cats. The last time I was around a cat, my itchy eyes, throat, and skin, as well as runny nose and headache lasted almost the entire day. However, tonight I was truly blessed. I didn't have an allergic reaction at all. I sat undisturbed. I recognize this as a miracle in my life. I didn't want to disrupt the lesson or offend the family because of my allergy. Neither happened. We were able to teach the lesson uninterrupted...at least my means of allergies.
3. Opportunities to serve. As I mentioned before, I spoke in church today. That was not the only way I contributed to the meeting. The ward music chairperson texted me on Thursday and asked if I would play for the congregational singing. I mentioned that I was speaking but would be more than happy to if she needed me to do it. Therefore, I played the organ for the meeting as well. A girl asked me a few weeks ago to accompany her for a special musical number. She plays the viola. I agreed without any hesitation.
This meant I showed up at 10:30 to rehearse with the violist. I played the prelude music. I played the organ for the opening and sacrament hymns. I sat on the stand during the first two talks. I accompanied the violist for the special musical number. I went from the piano to the pulpit to give my talk. I went from the pulpit to the organ to play the closing song and minutes later the postlude. I joked with my friends on the drive up that I might as well say the opening and closing prayers while I was at it. And you know I would have had I been asked.
I was slightly embarrassed when a member of the stake presidency who was in attendance commented on my contribution. Embarrassed but thankful. I am grateful for my talents and the opportunities I have to share them and to serve others through their use. My talents and abilities have grown significantly as I've shared them. The more I participate in my church meetings and share my talents in my everyday life, the more I improve. I know that it's no coincidence. I am blessed for my service.
4. Conversation. I stopped by Jodilyn's house at the end of the night to tell her about my weekend. We had a brief yet wonderful conversation.
I talked to another friend on my way home. That conversation made me happy as well.
I talked to Cristina during rounds tonight. We have great talks every week.
I went to another friend's home after rounds and talked with him for two hours.
I love conversing with my friends. I am grateful to have friends. I am grateful they are great listeners. I am grateful they have the time and desire to talk with me.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Fifteen
1. Cortney Moore Scott. I do love my friend Cortney. I love her Moore. I got to see her for the first time since she got married this summer. She gives the best hugs!
2. My family. I've been a little negative lately in regards to my family and particularly my mother. I've come to realize that they truly are amazing. My mother, although annoying at times, has given me so much and been such a great example to me. I love my family.
3. Fallen leaves. I had about twenty minutes to kill before my lunch date with Cortney, so I played in the leaves and took some pictures. The contrast of the leaves as the color fades is so beautiful. Fall is such a wonderful time of year.
Friday, November 14, 2008
Fourteen days of thanksgiving
1. Absolutely amazing evenings. I had the most pleasant time tonight. I went to a Thai restaurant with a totally dreamy guy. If you want details, you'll have to ask me in person. We met Eliza and Stephanie at the BYU basketball game. The cougars won thanks to my spirit fingers. We weren't done since we were hyped up from the game and from freakin' for fractions. We considered a movie, but nothing interested us. Instead, we bought a ginormous orange flying disc. We played in the parking lot at Shopko. One of us should have been hit by a car, but it never happened. The evening ended far too soon. If it weren't for the cold, I could have enjoyed this moment forever.
2. Bargain books. I went to the BYU bookstore today. I bought several children's books, mostly picture books. I found one that I can't wait to give to my classmate on Tuesday!
3. Quirky BYU Mormons. Stephanie and I had quite a few giggles today while on BYU campus. They had all their statues wrapped in plastic in preparation for the big rivalry game next week. We couldn't help but laugh out loud when we saw a statue family wrapped in plastic. The best part of the day was Eve's dropping on two boys walking behind us.
"He just met someone new. I'm excited to see how quickly this progresses."
"He could be just like my friend who got home and five weeks later he was married."
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Not at all unlucky on day 13...only blessings
1. New friends. I secured a new friendship today. It should be a good one.
2. Family stories. I'm in Orem at my friend's home. I enjoyed listening to her swapping stories with her father, mother, and cousin. They had some pretty amusing tales. Telling silly stories with my family is my favorite thing about Sunday dinner and casual get-togethers.
3. Computer skill. I need the internet to finishing writing my talk for church this week. I had some talks and scriptures bookmarked on my computer, so I wanted to access the internet with my laptop. Fortunately, my friend's family had a wireless router. They hadn't been able to connect it successfully yet. I was able to set it up and get online in less than ten minutes. I'm glad that skills like that come easily for me or can be learned readily.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
A month of thanks: Day 12
1. Giddiness. Something happened today that made me giggly and giddy. I love that feeling. I was so excited that I wanted to shout from the rooftops. My shouting likely would not have included words, rather silly sounds only. I hope I feel that way again very soon.
2. Handel's Messiah. Rehearsals for Messiah started last week. Being so antsy today, all I've wanted to do is sing. I can hardly wait for rehearsal tonight. It begins in 31 minutes.
My gratitude for Handel's Messiah goes beyond the need for an outlet for my extra energy and to express myself through song. I love the music and the scriptures that make up the text. I love singing songs about the Savior. Handel's Messiah was truly inspired. It is glorious. I am grateful that I can once again be a part of the presentation of this masterpiece again this year.
3. Cleaning checks. My room has been messy for about a week. It has been driving me crazy. Unfortunately, cleaning it never seemed to make it into the priority list. Fortunately, cleaning checks at the dorms are on Friday. I'm leaving town tomorrow, so I just finished cleaning my room. It sure feels nice to once again be in a clean and organized space. Now I just have to clean the bathroom, do a little homework, and pack after rehearsal before I go to bed.
4. Four minute posts. I just checked the time. It has taken me four minutes to type this much. That's not very much time out of my day to take time to be thankful. It also is now four, make that five now, minutes closer to rehearsal.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
11 days of thanks on 11/11
1. Kind words from friends. I just received the most thoughtful email. I appreciated the lovely ending to my day.
2. Yoga. Tonight was my first experience with yoga. I quite enjoyed it. I felt very relaxed. It was a very peaceful and even spiritual experience. I felt connected: mind, body, and soul. I'll definitely go back to class next week.
(Some of you may be giggling to yourselves knowing that I may not be thankful for it in the morning.)
3. Heaters and 10pm bed times. I know that's what I said last night, but I can't tell you the difference it made in my day. Because I slept so well, I was so happy and energetic all day. I even knew that I was being evaluated by my education advisor during a lesson today. I knew that I had class with my creepy professor. Nothing could get me down. Even now, I'm in an incredible mood.
4. Books. (I am doing a fourth just because I did have a repeat.) I brought home 38 more children's books to add to my collection today. My college classmates do the Scholastic book orders that I remember well from elementary school. All I ever ordered were posters, because all I ever had was $0.50. It's fun to order lots and lots of books. I'll also be thankful when I have a decent collection of books to share with the children in my future classes. I do love books and reading.
You thought I was going to forget.
5. Veterans. Today, the 11th of November, is Veterans Day. The day is dedicated to the cause of world peace and is a day to honor all veterans. There have been countless men and women who have served our country and the cause of peace. I appreciate their service, sacrifice, and dedication.
To all the military personnel serving now, God be with you. I pray for your safe return. I also pray that we will find a way to establish freedom and justice in a more peaceable way so that we can bring you home.
Monday, November 10, 2008
Ten and Thanks both start with T but don't sound the same
1. The heater! Finally, the heat has been turned on at the dorms. It has been a long and very cold weekend. The heater was such a pleasant gift today.
I overslept this morning, because my head was covered with six blankets. I didn't even hear my alarm. Good thing I was having a ridiculously stressful dream or I wouldn't have woken up.
2. Haircuts. My friend, Emalie, did such a great job cutting my hair. I couldn't have lasted one more day or even one more hour. I'm glad she was available. She cut off a ton of hair. There was a giant pile at her feet when she was finished. She used thinning shears and a razor to make it look piecey. I'm excited to style my hair in the morning. It's been a while since I was excited about doing my hair. I should have a lot of fun with this haircut.
3. 10pm bed times. I have some homework I could do, but I would much rather get a good night's sleep. I haven't had that opportunity in three weeks because of the cold and obligations. Good night!
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Nine days of thanks
1. Callings. I love teaching Sunday School. Today was the first time in four weeks that I got to teach gospel doctrine. I learn so much and definitely enjoy the experience.
2. Awesome girls. I've never really gotten along with girls all that well. Fortunately for my forced interaction with the 33 girls in my cohort and in Relief Society, I think I've finally figured them out. I didn't even hesitate to join a couch full of girls tonight to watch a movie.
3. Markers. I love writing with markers on paper and on the white board. Markers are magical.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
GrEIGHTful
1. Canceled rounds. The other RA I was supposed to round with is in California. My Resident Manager, Mike, opted to do rounds with a campus police officer and gave me the night off. Thanks, Mike. Now I can go to sleep three hours earlier. That should make my Sabbath day even more enjoyable.
2. Female vocalists. I listened to a variety of female vocalists today while sewing and doing a few other projects. I like being able to sing along in my own register.
3. Clearance. I bought a few new items of clothing today on clearance. I like sales and markdowns.
I'm thankful for 911
I went to the movies tonight with Eliza and my sister, Casey. Never would I have imagined the way my night ended.
We left the theater ten minutes after eleven. We were at the cheap theater and got out of the latest show, so there were only about six cars in the parking lot. The car parked next to us had a few running lights on, so I assumed that someone had used their keyless entry to unlock it from across the lot. However, there was no one walking in the same direction as us.
I walked around to the passenger side of the truck away from the car. Eliza said in a very light-hearted tone, "Do you think that kid's dead?"
(You read it right. This story is going to be crazy!)
What kid? I hadn't seen anyone in the vehicle. I got out of the truck with Casey behind me. There was a young man in the driver's seat slumped over with his head lowered on the passenger's side. We waited a moment thinking that he must just be looking for something. Yet he didn't move at all.
Casey, which coincidentally means Brave, practiced courage as she walked over to the passenger window and starting knocking. She knocked and knocked and knocked. After the fourth or fifth time of knocking without a response, I suggested we call 911.
After a short moment, Casey knocked again. Finally, the kid slowly sat up. He never looked in her direction. He started rubbing his face the whole while she stood in the passenger window. He started nodding as one does when extremely tired.
She knocked again. He sat up slowly again touching his face with his hands. Still he did not look in her direction or notice that Eliza and I were also staring into his vehicle.
Casey walked around to the driver's side. He must've had his window down as she immediately began asking him questions. Again, he wouldn't look at her. That was when I called 911.
Casey asked him over and over again, "Are you waiting for someone? Did you just fall asleep in your car? Are you okay? Do you need help?"
He never looked at her and she said he never enunciated a clear response.
As I spoke with dispatcher, he sat there with an absent look and a lifeless body. Casey finally came around to the passenger side of Eliza's truck.
Shortly after I walked to the back of the truck to get his car make/model and license number, he started revving his engine. I told the dispatcher that if he could get the vehicle in gear, then he would likely start driving.
All the while, I wondered why we didn't have an emergency response vehicle yet on the scene. I pass numerous cops every night. Where were they now when I needed them?
He finally put his car into reverse. He backed up about four feet and then stopped. In the mean time, I had passed the phone to Casey so she could tell the dispatcher if she saw any paraphernalia or smelled anything strange.
As she explained that there was no physical evidence of drug or alcohol use, he managed to put the car in drive. He drove right over the cement curb. He swerved to miss another cement divide and then stopped.
He stayed there for about ten seconds, then he started driving again. He stopped. He stayed there for a moment.
Still there was no police car on scene.
When he started driving toward the light to get onto the main road, Eliza had us pull our doors closed and she started following him.
He very slowly rolled into the main road and turned right. Fortunately, the car in his lane was attentive enough to slow down and move out of the way.
Finally, a police car pulled in behind him. Two other cops were right behind.
We came around the corner to find the car successfully pulled over in a business parking lot. We pulled in as per the request of the dispatcher. An officer came to our window and we explained that we had called in the incident. He had us fill out witness sheets.
It was very evident that this boy was looped out on something. Watching the search process and sobriety tests, it was obvious that he was not coherent. The only way I know how to describe him in the car and standing with the cops is to say that he looked like a zombie or a body without a spirit.
The officer that took our statements didn't give us much detail but told us that prescription medication was found in his car. Likely, he overdosed.
The officer told us thank you a few separate times as this boy could have killed someone tonight had he tried to drive farther.
This leads me to the gratitude section.
I'm thankful for
1. Eliza and her dad's truck. Had we gone to the movies in her tiny car, none of us would have seen the boy. Because Eliza had to climb up into the tall beast, she was able to see right into his car. I'm also glad she said something, even in jest. She explained that she said it that way hoping that it would really be a joke and that he'd sit up and catch her looking in his car.
2. Casey's courage. I hope I would have been able to knock on the window and attempt to talk to the boy like Casey did. Anything could have happened, so it took much courage for Casey to do what she did.
3. 911 and cell phones. I don't know what we would've done had we had to handle this on our own. Also, I'm glad we didn't have to leave the scene to get to a phone. Who knows what would have happened.
4. Nice police officers. The officer who took our statement was so very kind. I know I'm in good hands with kind and knowledgeable officers like him.
Read Eliza's take on the evening.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Six
1. My bathroommates. They are so nice and tell me great stories. Last night they were very helpful. They still haven't turned the heaters on at the dorms. My suitemates may or may not have a space heater. The heat from their room kept me warm and toasty all night. This contributed to my great mood this morning.
2. My laptop. I use it all day every day. I can't imagine life without it. It keeps me sane during my ridiculous classes. I find something productive to do while my professors fill the time with meaningless tasks.
It is also so much better for posting than the ancient computer I'm using right now. The letters I type appear on the screen 8 or 9 keystrokes late.
3. Forks. I learned how to use chopsticks tonight. It was a great accomplishment in my life, but I still prefer the efficiency of a fork. I swapped out for my long-time tined friend after six successful bites with the chopsticks.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Five days of blissful gratitude
1. Long talks. My friend gave me a ride home from rehearsal tonight. We were talking, so we decided to go for a drive. When we got back to my apartment, our conversation did not cease. We talked for two more hours. We shared awkward dating stories, frustrations, and our testimonies. I love talking, and I love listening.
2. Geekiness. I spent 35 minutes today sorting prefixes, suffixes, and root words so that each magnet board would have the exact same words on them (in the exact same order, although that will change with their first use). I took pleasure in that activity. I also giggled at the possible combinations and can't wait for tomorrow. I'm sure the students will be surprised when I encourage them to not only to create real words but also to invent psuedo words. Defining this new vernacular will be quite enjoyable.
3. Connections. When I went to check out a book at the college library, I knew I still had three books out. I was sure they were probably overdue, but I hadn't realized that they had been due 8 days ago. I owed the library $6. Fortunately, I used to work at the library and the supervisor working has become a dear confidant. We used to swap stories while we worked and will still share when we see each other. She renewed my books and cleared the fines. (I feel like this library story also demonstrates my geekiness.)
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Four days of thanksgiving
1. Funny memories. My sister and I were reminiscing about the week we spent at our grandfather's house in Mississippi when I was 12 or 13 and she was 10 or 11. We remembered ordering hamburgers no matter where we went out to eat. We remembered going to the hair salon with our step grandmother, Mama Wilma. We remember going to Elvis Presley's birth home in Tupelo. We remember playing outside a lot because the house reeked of cigarette smoke.
Casey remembered that Mama Wilma had long armpit hair. When Casey saw her using aerosol deodorant, she thought it was special hairspray for her pit hair. Hahahahaha! I'm still laughing. (She figured out later what it was.)
2. Voting. I voted. Twice. Okay. Not really. Not really about the twice thing. I did vote. At 7:15 this morning. I had two "I Voted" stickers, so everyone I passed (whether I knew them or not) said, "You voted twice?" Yes, I did. My opinion matters twice as much. My voice is much stronger than yours.
3. Marvelous professors. I monopolized my professor's time after class seeking advice on two particular problems. She listened intently. By conversation's end, she suggested that we write a paper together to submit to a professional journal. How cool would that be? I'll answer. Totally cool. I admire Dr. Petersen so much. She's simply marvelous.
Monday, November 3, 2008
Three days of gratitude
1. Ward activities. I just got home from a simple yet very delightful ward Family Home Evening. We had a lovely lesson about making the most of every day. We convened to the kitchen to enjoy a delicious bean dip lovingly prepared by Sister Crosby. Brother Crosby whipped up some amazing smoothies and shakes. The fun moved downstairs for pool, fooseball, Hymns Made Easy, and multiple conversations.
Saturday was one of the coolest ward activities EVER! The Bishopric took a small group of us into a nearby box canyon. We had a wild west shoot out. Okay, that was an exaggeration. What isn't an exaggeration was that I've never seen or fired so many different guns in my life. With a trusty 20 gauge shotgun, I obliterated 5 clay pigeons in a row performing as well as two boys and two members of my bishopric. I fired a .45 that may have killed someone during WWII. With a rifle in hand, I was the only one to hit a target up the mountain. I was going to say how far away it was, but I'm not so good with distances. I love shooting. I've only been five or six times, but I would go every week if I had the chance.
2. Racing. After FHE, two cars of girls challenged each other to a race home. Wynne was driving one car and my roommate was driving the other. I was in the car with Wynne and guided her to the fastest route home. We were the first to arrive in the parking lot, but we almost lost when after we mocked the other girls they tried to sneak up a different staircase. Their giggle gave their plan away and we raced them up the stairs. I was first in my room and ran through the bathroom into their room. I yelled, "Beat ya!" when they opened the door. Then I raced my roommate to the toilet. I won that one, too.
3. The internet. I summon the powers of the internet multiple times a day. For example, this afternoon a resident asked me where she was supposed to vote. Seeing that I'm still registered at my parent's address (having moved a couple times in the last little bit), I wasn't sure. I called on my friend the internet and found the precint maps and polling locations in a snap. Thanks to the internet, I was able to post signs around the dorms reminding everyone to vote. This got me bonus points with my Resident Manager and the Housing Director. Thanks, internet.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Day 2 of Giving Thanks
1. Pianos and singing. This morning, I woke up feeling absolutely awful. I think I'm getting sick. I went to Stake Conference although I got there late, because I was dragging. I enjoyed the meeting, but I left still feeling miserable. A girl in my ward asked me to accompany her for a special musical number next week. She and her friend will be playing violas. Her friend drove into town for Stake Conference and requested that we move up our scheduled practice time today so that she would have a ride home. This meant that I had to trudge down to the Institute just after getting home. It wasn't long before playing the piano had lifted my spirit.
A couple hours later, I went to my friend's house. Celia and I practiced the solos we were auditioning for this evening. Still not feeling my best, I almost ditched out on the experience. I didn't think there was any way I'd audition well when I was feeling sick. After a half hour of playing the piano for my friend and taking my turn singing while she played, I was cured. My spirit was lifted and I no longer felt ill anymore. We both auditioned well and hopefully we'll hear tomorrow that we each got one of the solos.
2. Laughter. As if my day hadn't turned enough toward the better, I went to another friend's house after my auditions. Eliza and I watched a television program together. There was a scene in the show that caused Eliza to erupt in a hearty, gut-jiggling laughter. My time spent with Eliza usually involves that kind of laughter.
3. Thunderstorms. Early this morning, I was awaken abruptly by a loud clap of thunder. It was more than a clap. It was definitely an applause of thunder. There were three lightning strikes right in a row that were followed almost instaneously by the rolling thunder. The thunder was almost deafening. Out of concerns for the residents in my tower and curiosity for the storm, I left my room and walked past all the doors of the girls that I assist. The doors to the rooms all open to the outside, so I was right in the middle of the storm. I listened for screaming or crying but found that these girls were very brave or they were speechless. I enjoyed the storm with four guys that had emerged from their rooms from the second level walkway. Unfortunately, the storm passed through town rather quickly. On the bright side, it meant that I went back to sleep rather than admiring the storm for too long. I do love a good thuderstorm.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
A month of thanks: Day 1
I am thankful for
1. The gospel of Jesus Christ. The greatest happiness I have experienced has come from the relationship that I have with my Savior. Read my testimony and some of my experiences on my other blog.
Tonight, I had the opportunity go on exchanges with the Sister Missionaries. The appointment I went to with Sister Kula had to be rescheduled, so we spoke briefly with a few others. It was such a joy to share my testimony and knowledge of Jesus Christ with those we visited.
I will be attending Catholic services with a girl from the dorms. She usually goes alone to church making attendance a little less appealing. Her RA was trying to help her find other Catholic students at the dorms to go to church with her. As soon as I heard about this, I went over to her room and offered to go with her. I love to go to church. Attending worship services each Sunday make my week so much better. I'm excited for this opportunity to attend church services with her and to share with each other our love we have for Jesus Christ.
2. Hymns. I love to sing hymns. My favorite part of church meetings is the singing of hymns. I'll admit it; there are times when I don't want to attend church or stay for all my meetings. The only thing that gets me there or entices me to stay is the opportunity to sing the opening and closing hymn.
My sister and I love to play and sing hymns together. I can play and/or sing hymns for hours on end without growing tired or bored.
Last week, I played the piano for my friend to sing a special musical number in her church meeting. She was asked to speak on the importance of music and hymn singing in our church services. After she spoke and sang, the meeting was opened for members of the congregation to come to the pulpit and share a favorite hymn of theirs; after each sharing, we sang the hymn. It was such an amazing meeting.
Recently, I attended a multi-denominational hymn singing/celebration at the Grace Episcopal Church. Four congregations (Presbyterian, Lutheran, Episcopal, and LDS) were represented with members of their choirs joining together to sing hymns that were unique to their sect. You might even call them their defining hymns. I had intended to sing with the group, but my schedule did not align with their rehearsals. However, attending and listening to these hymns was a very powerful experience. The celebration was called "Ties that Bind" which rightfully suited the evening. The choirs and later the congregation as well sang together. We shared many common beleifs and united in our love for God.
3. Higher Education. Although my classmates hear me say all the time that today is the day that I'm going to drop out, I couldn't be happier. I love to learn. I love to challenge my little brain. Not only has my intellectual self benefited, but my social, spiritual, and emotional well-being has increased ever so rapidly. Every day I feel like a new person. I look forward to professional development after graduation and going to graduate school in a few years.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Marriage between man and a woman is ordained of God
This morning, I chanced upon an article about Proposition 8 in California. In 2000, the people of California used their voice and their right to vote stating that marriage would only be recognized between a man and a woman. Recently, the California Supreme Court overruled that decision and determined that it was lawful for same sex marriages to be performed and recognized in the state of California. Proposition 8 was written to amend the state constitution to again only recognize the marriage between man and woman as lawful.
ProtectMarriage.com was created as a coalition of numerous religious groups to spread awareness and encourage California voters to say Yes to Proposition 8. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints joined this coalition and has since created their own website Preserving the Divine Institution of Marriage. The Church does not support or encourage members to side with any candidate or political party. However, when it comes to legislation involving moral decisions, the Church will give its stance.
I was reading an article from the LDS Newsroom that was posted recently. There was a portion of the article that I just texted to this friend. It addressed perfectly one the major arguments he had against marriage. Here is the excerpt.
"Marriage is not primarily a contract between individuals to ratify their affections and provide for mutual obligations. Rather, marriage and family are vital instruments for rearing children and teaching them to become responsible adults. While governments did not invent marriage, throughout the ages governments of all types have recognized and affirmed marriage as an essential institution in preserving social stability and perpetuating life itself. Hence, regardless of whether marriages were performed as a religious rite or a civil ceremony, married couples in almost every culture have been granted special benefits aimed primarily at sustaining their relationship and promoting the environment in which children are reared. A husband and a wife do not receive these benefits to elevate them above any other two people who may share a residence or social tie, but rather in order to preserve, protect, and defend the all-important institutions of marriage and family."
Yes, I sent that much in a text message. It was important enough to share.
In regards to Proposition 8 and homosexual marriage, I do not love any less gay or lesbian couples. However, I do not support their actions. I believe that marriage between man and a woman is ordained of God. I believe in the truths taught in The Family: A Proclamation to the World release in 1995 by the First Presidency of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. It says in part, "We, the First Presidency and the Council of the Twelve Apostles of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, solemnly proclaim that marriage between a man and a woman is ordained of God and that the family is central to the Creator’s plan for the eternal destiny of His children . . . The family is ordained of God. Marriage between man and woman is essential to His eternal plan. Children are entitled to birth within the bonds of matrimony, and to be reared by a father and a mother who honor marital vows with complete fidelity."
In regards to tolerance, the aforementioned article reads, "
Those who favor homosexual marriage contend that “tolerance” demands that they be given the same right to marry as heterosexual couples. But this appeal for “tolerance” advocates a very different meaning and outcome than that word has meant throughout most of American history and a different meaning than is found in the gospel of Jesus Christ. The Savior taught a much higher concept, that of love. “Love thy neighbor,” He admonished. [13] Jesus loved the sinner even while decrying the sin, as evidenced in the case of the woman taken in adultery: treating her kindly, but exhorting her to “sin no more.” [14] Tolerance as a gospel principle means love and forgiveness of one another, not “tolerating” transgression.
In today’s secular world, the idea of tolerance has come to mean something entirely different. Instead of love, it has come to mean condone – acceptance of wrongful behavior as the price of friendship. Jesus taught that we love and care for one another without condoning transgression. But today’s politically palatable definition insists that unless one accepts the sin he does not tolerate the sinner.
As Elder Dallin H. Oaks has explained,
Tolerance obviously requires a non-contentious manner of relating toward one another’s differences. But tolerance does not require abandoning one’s standards or one’s opinions on political or public policy choices. Tolerance is a way of reacting to diversity, not a command to insulate it from examination. [15]The Church does not condone abusive treatment of others and encourages its members to treat all people with respect. However, speaking out against practices with which the Church disagrees on moral grounds – including same-sex marriage – does not constitute abuse or the frequently misused term “hate speech.” We can express genuine love and friendship for the homosexual family member or friend without accepting the practice of homosexuality or any re-definition of marriage."
Below is a video that contains excerpts from a broadcast for members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints in California. It, too, addresses tolerance.
For more information about the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, visit www.lds.org or www.mormon.org.
If you missed the other links in this post, here they are again.
ProtectMarriage--A coalition of religious groups supporting Proposition 8.
PreservingMarriage--The LDS website regarding Proposition 8.
The Family: A Proclamation to the World from the First Presidency of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints
The recent article quoted as found at the LDS Newsroom.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Front page news
A reporter from the Spectrum covered the activity and we made it onto the front page of the newspaper. Read the article. My name isn't mentioned despite the fact that my advisor, Nancy Hauck, repeated over and over to the reporter that I had made the arrangements. I like it better that way. The service is about reading and about the kids. I'm glad that it was such a great success! Many thanks do out to Professor Hauck. She was a great support and was the contact between our club and the athletes.
The athletes I talked to in the hallways seemed to love it. Elmer, a yell leader, even showed off a few stunts and spotted a few third graders through some flips.
Yippee for reading! Yeah for amazing athletes!
Friday, October 10, 2008
Through the years
I chanced upon these great family photos when I was cleaning the attic and couldn't help sharing.
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Monday, October 6, 2008
Be informed
If you'd rather read it, click here.
If you need some comic relief, watch SNLs take on the debate.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
I'm torn
I compromised. I opened the window.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
I'm voting for Tina Fey as Vice President
Oh, and someone compared the two interviews with side-by-side screens. Embedding was disabled, so you'll have to watch it here.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Slightly stalkerish love note finds its way under my door
Like the sweet little morsel of chocolate wrapped in tinfoil covering, you melt my heart, & inspire my soul, w/ your soothing words of wisdom.
I would love to take off your "tinfoil" covering & read whats written on your heart about us. i would really like to kiss you...:) lol ha ha Just kidding, but seriously I would.
When I think of you, no, when I think of us, I think of a beautiful painting by that famous painter...I think it was Van Gogh. He's the one who cut off his ear right? All the swirling colors vibrantly dancing across the canvas like we would, no wait! Like we most certainly will one day!
Well, now on a less serious note, I don't think I can live w/ out you. I dreamt of you last night my darling. It started off at the table, you were sitting in cowboy pj's eating a bowl of capin crunch, you spit your cerial out into your bowl and said, "silly rabbit, tricks are for kids" Then your head turned into a flies head and you tried to fly outside but the window was shut... Then I woke up, I don't quite know what it means, It was really creapy actually, but I still dreamt of you. it's the thought that counts.
I don't know how much longer I can hold myself back watching you as you go to desa and RA meeting. the way you tossel your hair. And when you clean your glasses...That's when I stare the hardest, and begin taking pictures. Well, see you during round
kisses and chapstick
Love you lots
love/ me
My comments: I must say, I quite enjoyed this little letter. There are a number of people who could have left it for me. I'm not worried, despite the fact that my Resident Manager creeped us out tonight informing us of the real and potential happenings (including criminal) around here. I won't go into any detail, but I will say this isn't the sunny St. George I still naively believe exists.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Flex Gunship Palin...a solid name
Friday, September 19, 2008
Yessss!
I transferred all my files and will decide which programs I want to operate off this hard drive. I'm so incredibly excited. I can now clean up my laptop.
I ordered these products from my new favorite website: www.newegg.com
As a matter of fact, I just ordered another item moments ago. I should receive a microphone for my iPod on Wednesday of next week.
I love new gadgets!
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Misspellings are my favorite
She told me that I needed to get down the Exit 10 and take a picture of the flasher. She knows how much I love this stuff.
Much like the time I ran through snow on the side of the freeway, I didn't think twice about standing in the road to snap this picture. I'll cherish this photo for quite some time!
Monday, September 15, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
The 80s at its finest
Leon, the Game Master, has devised the ultimate scavenger hunt. Candy and Sunshine stand by his side through the whole event. During the parts I saw, these ladies didn't say a thing but overly expressed themselves with looks of shock and support as the scene dictated.
There are five groups competing for the prize. They are made up of stereotypical cliques from the local college. There are the jocks, nerds, sorority sisters, cheaters, and last but not least the good guys. Of course, each team is decked out in matching solid colored sweats.
This movie is overly dramatic and absolutely hilarious. I felt like I was watching Scooby Doo or a play at SUU.
I didn't make it to the end, [[[[spoiler alert]]]] but I'm sure the yellow team (the good guys) won.
This movie was released in 1980. Michael Nankin and David Wechter were the writers and directors for the movie. Wechter even composed two of the songs used for the soundtrack. You can guarantee that this movie was interpreted exactly how it was intended. Also, this is Michael J. Fox' film debut.
If you haven't seen it, find it and watch it this weekend. I laughed out loud on several occasions. My falling asleep does not reflect the film at all. I can say that with full confidence. I will be watching it again most likely in 14 hours.
Friday, September 5, 2008
Turn! Turn! Turn!
This spawned an introspective look into my life. Am I okay? Am I happy?
I've experienced a lot of change recently. I moved, started two new jobs, transferred my records to a new ward, a favorite friend of mine moved away causing my circle of friends to change drastically.
I am naturally very shy. Adjusting to all this new stuff hasn't be outwardly overwhelming, but it has definitely taxed my vibrant spirit. Because of my shy nature, I appreciate control. By control I mean control of my life and the ability to predict with some surety what will happen next.
The change that has probably impacted me the most is my friendship circle changing. I miss showing up at my friend's apartment announced or unannounced. No matter the time or day, he or one of his roommates was home. I did whatever they did. We watched tv, we ran errands, we went fishing, we had homework parties. Now when I want to do something, I have to find someone to do something with. This can be very intimidating to me.
I really like my new ward, but I feel like an outsider. For the most part, I feel accepted by my ward members. The acceptance that is surprisingly hindering is that of my Bishopric, their wives, and the adult members who serve as shepherds. I am monopolized by these adults each Sunday and every time I attend a ward activity. They all come talk to me and express their appreciation to have a young person with so much maturity, leadership skills, and the desire to share talents. I appreciate the awe they express, but it keeps me from socializing with my peers. Not only does this conversation physically keep me from my peers, but I feel like it socially and even spiritually keeps me from my peers. Sometimes I feel as though I'm not allowed to just be a kid in this ward.
Probably the strangest struggle I've encountered is scoring a 200 on the PRAXIS. It should be a source of pride and joy in my ability, but I am beginning to feel like it has changed things for me as well.
When I posted my score, I mentioned a dream I had the night after taking the test. In my dream, I got my perfect score, but I also found out that my dear friend didn't pass. I wanted so desperately to rejoice, but I couldn't because I felt like it was hurting my friend who didn't fare as well.
I think this dream was a preparation for reality. I hesitated to share my score with anyone. Then I thought, well, now that's silly. I should be able to enjoy my successes. I shouldn't hide from them.
While my family wished me congratulations, I don't think they ever grasped how big of a deal this was to me. I had hoped they would want to celebrate with me somehow.
At school, I was put on the spot and even embarrassed. I walked into class where news of my score had spread. One of my classmates called me out and insisted that I had news. I awkwardly announced my results and then sat down.
I appreciated the private congratulations that I received that day. I didn't appreciate the remarks (accompanied by eye rolls) such as, "Of course YOU did well on the PRAXIS."
It was a hard test. Although I didn't dedicate hours to studying specific material with this test in mind, I have spent my whole life studying for this test. I love to learn. I have sacrificed other things to learn. I read everything around me. I study things that pique my interest throughout the day. When I'm with my friends and someone has a question that no one can answer, I go home that night and look up that answer. My friends tease me for that, but I learn a lot as a result. I ask questions and seek answers. I am not a rare genius. I don't just know things naturally. I have worked hard to learn the things I know and to retain this information. When others do as little as possible to get a grade on an assignment, I delve into the material and learn and do more than is required. Learning is something I value and enjoy.
Now in class, I feel alienated and even lonely. The friends I sat next to last year are scattered in other parts of the room. Fortunately, I get to sit by my dear friend, Sarah.
Yet, it feels as though I am not freely accepted as a peer by my classmates.
School also feels different because of a miscommunication before school started that now makes me feel intimidated and awkward around my professors.
Yes, I am happy. I am so incredibly blessed right now. I have many great opportunities in my life. I delight in my future.
I am just expending a lot of energy adjusting to all the change in my life right now.
To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under heaven.
I appreciate my friend expressing concern. A load that I was unaware of has been lifted, because I took this time to sort through my feelings.